i CaN Do IT

I encountered an 'emotional low' ydae.

It juz hit me in the later half of the afternoon by surprise.

I have always loved to write. Knew I wanted to write. Writing is my motivation in life.

But due to some ding dongs in creative work recently, I was hit by this bout of self-doubt if I was really suited for this line or if I could really write.

I felt lost.

I wanted to cry (which i did).

I never felt anything like this before.

I din understand.

Then, I poured it out to frenz on msn and to the bf when I met him after work.

I am glad I found frenz I could share my 'unexplainable' emo-y mood and the bf for lending me his ears + shoulder.

Here's what I learnt to take heed and in my stride:

It's okie when people do not like your work. Every criticism is an encouraging handshake/pat on the back to improve your work. I should not allow my passion for my work to deflate without a worthy fight.

I will not allow myself to wallow in self-pity and what's not.

I will learn.

I will fight on.

Thanks pals and the bf. I love you guys!

*muackz*